Sunday, January 2, 2011

focus (not my car)

i have always thought i had potential. but i also think i am a Jane of All Trades, so it is hard for me to focus on one thing sometimes.  call it adhd if you must. lol.  but since leaving NGCSU i have felt lost.  not that i was on the super straight and narrow track to my future while enrolled!  but really lost since i moved back home.  i think i felt a huge void. i couldn't play softball anymore and i didn't know what to do with myself. that was how i defined who i was. it was hard for me. and still is some days.
who do i want to be when i grow up? 
that is the million dollar question.
and it is a much harder decision to make once you are the one paying for it too!
but thankfully i have an awesome support system.  Greg is the best. and will support whatever hair brained idea i have. and my family is great too. it is just a matter of focusing. and just getting it done!

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
...Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky
 

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
-katy perry

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